It's been said that a person never forgets their first time whether the experience was good or bad. My experience was definitely unforgettable, but getting into the adult film industry was another story and it was definitely a whole new aspect for me when it came to sex on film professionally. But I can say that losing my "porn virginity", as I call it, was definitely unforgettable and I couldn't have asked for a better person to lose it to. I was lucky enough to grace the scene for the first time with none other than the infamous Addiction of Breed It Raw and I can absolutely say that he lives up to his name and is very... well... addicting!!!
Just like anyone else's first time, there was a lot going on in my head, especially the what ifs. What if I don't perform well? What if he doesn't think I'm attractive? What if there is no chemistry? What if I'm not prepared like I should be? Yeah, all of these questions were swimming through my head and they were enough to make me back out, but I'm glad that I didn't. Before the shoot, I did what I would normally do before I have sex, you know I prepped, groomed, and made sure my hygiene was on point. After that, it was pretty much just waiting for the crew and Addiction to arrive at the hotel room.
When the crew arrived, I was honestly shocked because it was on camera man who might I add was damn good looking as well. Addiction had not arrived yet but he went through the preliminaries with me, signing of the release forms, discussing what would take place, but honestly, all this was really going in one ear and out the other because I couldn't stop thinking about if I would perform well or not. While all this was going on, there came a knock on the door and in walks Addiction, and immediately, the thoughts of my performance ceased. This man was fine and I guess you can say I was a bit starstruck as well because when I saw him in person, it finally hit home that this was about to happen so I just took a deep breath and said to myself, "Wrath, just do what you do." The camera man explained to us what needed to take place, just make it nasty and hot and keep it interesting. Once the business was finished was being discussed, we got down to the real "business".
It started off like any other scene, a little kissing here and there, a little licking here and there, then we got down to the nitty-gritty. I got down on my knees and commenced to giving the sloppiest head that I have ever given, I mean he said make it nasty and at that point I was like fuck it, I'm doing what I do, and I had spit everywhere, the head was beyond sloppy. Then of course we switched and I finally got to feel Addiction's infamous tongue that everyone wishes they had and all I can say is damn. In my head I'm thinking, I can't believe this is happening, but it was. It's amazing that that many thoughts can be going on in one's head while they are in the act of sex. My main focus was to try and keep it interesting, but in the middle of this thought, Addiction did something unexpected, he started to give me head and my mind was blown! So while he was doing this I was like, hmmm, let me show the viewers something that hasn't been seen much. Being that I am flexible, I am able to contort my body in some weird positions, so I decided to give myself head with Addiction doing it as well, and this even drove the camera man crazy. This went on a few more minutes, then I was placed in doggy position and I'm like here goes, but it wasn't what I expected, he went in slowly and gently and that shit just drove me crazy. That was the first time I had to stop myself from cumming. Let me tell you, this man really has an excellent stroke game. From doggy, to riding, to missionary, with each change in position, it was becoming more addicting. Of course we took breaks in between and went back to oral, especially when we did this "up-to-date" 69 position, once again showing my flexibility. Of course we were on camera so we had to keep it in a decent time frame but I could have gone all night with this man and I'm sure he would have had no issues with that, but all good scenes come to an end. When that time came, of course Addiction (being known also for his explosive cumshots) busted a real fat one that shot clear across the bed and on my face, but the shocker was when it got in my mouth and he came down for a snowball. I was done... That’s when I just had to release my tension that was built up, which the camera man didn’t expect because most bottoms tend not to cum while doing a scene. But I was like uh uh, I’m getting one too and Addiction was happy to oblige in helping me achieve that goal. As I said, unforgettable.
I've read interviews from other adult film models and some have stated that they don't even remember their first scene and who it was with which is shocking to me. Well one thing for sure is, I will always remember mine and will never forget my first!! All he has to do is say the word and I swear I would beat him to the bedroom. Losing my "porn virginity" was one of the greatest experiences of my life, and to this day, it is still one of the hottest scenes in my opinion, and I'm sure that fans and viewers alike agree.
NEXT TIME on The WRATH Experience: "My First Time" (Debuting July 24, 2014)
-- Wrath
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