"…clap ya hands if you remember your first time, your first time…" I'm sure you all remember that song by Marques Houston, and I will clap my hands because I remember my first time. So, I know my last entry was talking about losing my porn virginity, well this one is about losing my real virginity. I remember vividly, because it was painful in the beginning. But then it felt very good, because it was also the very first time I busted a nut. Did I mention that I was only 13 at the time? I didn't, okay, well I was 13. It's pretty much your typical story, two boys playing video games all alone, one makes a suggestion and one thing leads to another. Of course I must indulge you all with juicy details.
September 14, 1998, (yes I remember the date) was just another typical day. Woke up the morning, did my ritual, and went to school. When I made it home, it was just like any other afternoon. I did my homework then changed clothes to go outside and bounce the basketball. By the time I made it outside, my next door neighbor was just getting off the bus. I will call him "Walt". We were always cordial and spoke but that was pretty much it. He was 15 and I pretty much felt that he would never hang out with a lonely nerd who just bounces the basketball all day, and I would also notice that he always had people over because his parents were never home. I guess when you live in the backwoods of Louisiana; you really don't have much to worry about. So we spoke and he went in his house and I commenced to bouncing the basketball like I always do, talking to myself imagining that I'm someone else. After about 30 minutes of my usual activity, Walt steps outside and sparks a conversation. He asked me why did I always bounce the ball and instead of telling him the real reason, I just said that I was practicing crossover moves, lame I know. So then he asks if I liked video games. Now, I'm a big nerd and at the time I owned a Super Nintendo, Sony Playstation, and Sega Dreamcast, so of course I was like yeah. He asked me did I want to play with him and I said sure. Now I was only focused on playing video games and was excited that he even invited me in to play.
So we walk into this big as empty house and I follow him to his room. He seemed to be cool so far and offered me a snack and some Kool-Aid which I gladly accepted. So he turned on the video which happened to be a Playstation as well and put in X-Men vs. Street Fighter. Now I'm a beast at fighting games, so I was beating his ass every battle. Now you how you can feel when someone is looking at you, well in the midst of us playing the game, I kept feeling his eyes on me. I didn't say anything because I didn't know what to think of it. When we got to battle 17, he was like, if I win this time, you have to do something for me. So I was like what? He said if I win, you will see. So me, being the curious, naïve, gullible person that I was at the time, I let him win, and somehow, I think he knew that I would let him just to see what he was talking about. Well, when he "won", he pulled off his shorts and was like, "play with it". My mouth just dropped.
Now, I've known since the age of four that I am gay, and according to my family, when I came out the womb, they knew I would be. I had never been in the presence of another dude's dick before and I was still in shock that I was seeing what was before my eyes. Now I don't know if it was just natural instinct, but I just put my mouth on it and started sucking it. I noticed that my dick was hard as a rock as well and I felt a wet spot on it. So, this is my first time sucking dick so I really didn't know what I was doing, but apparently I was doing okay because I just felt his dick getting harder and harder in my throat and at one point, I swear it was lodged in there somehow. Then all of a sudden, I felt this salty taste in my mouth so I pulled my mouth off of it and saw all this clear stuff coming out his dick which I later learned was pre-cum. My eyes got big because I didn’t know what it was but before I could ask, he just pushed it back in my mouth. So I continued to suck and had it in my mind that I'm supposed to be the "girl". I didn't know what tops and bottoms were back then. All of a sudden he pulled out and was told me to get naked, I complied because I was feeling really good and had never felt this feeling before. When I pulled off my clothes, I saw that my dick was also leaking this "clear stuff", so I finally asked him, "What is this clear stuff?" He laughed and said, "It's pre-cum. It's normal." He then bent me over and I began to get worried. He must have seen the look on my face and he reassured me that I would be alright. The next thing I felt was this wet tongue on my asshole and it drove me insane!!! I had never felt it before and it felt so damn good. I looked down and pre-cum was just coming out of my dick. It felt so good. It felt like he was down there forever licking my ass, but it was actually only two or three minutes. Nothing could have prepared me for what happened next. It felt like a train was going up my ass and I literally screamed. I tried to move, but he had a firm grip on me and I was pretty much helpless because he was bigger than I was. I felt a few tears fall out of my eyes because it hurt so badly. He then saw I was crying then he stopped pumping and whispered in my ear, stop crying and just relax. I didn't know how the hell I was supposed to do that when my ass was throbbing like crazy. I then realized that his dick was still in me and as he just sat still, the pain actually started to subside and it actually started feeling good. He then started pumping again and I winced a bit with the first seven pumps but when the 8th pump came, it didn't hurt anymore. He must have known, because that's when he went to town and when I tell you it was turning out to be one of the most pleasurable experiences in my life. We went from me being bent over the bed, to me riding, to fucking on our side, then ending up in missionary. As I felt his dick going in and out of me and I'm moaning like crazy because it felt so good, I began to feel this pressure build up in my dick. All I know is that whatever was building up was nothing I had ever experienced before. I looked at as he was stroking and told him what I was feeling, but once again, he reassured me that everything was alright and to trust him. The next thing I know, this overwhelming pleasurable feeling overcame me and that pressure in my dick exploded and when I looked, I see about 10 ropes of something white shooting out my dick, but it wasn't over. As this "stuff" was coming out of my dick. I felt his dick begin to pulsate and I felt this hot stuff all in my ass and I noticed that he was breathing very hard. I asked him what was wrong and he was told me that he had just busted a nut and I did too. That was my first time ever busting a nut and after experiencing that, I wanted to feel it all the time.
After we were finished, we washed the scent of sex off of us and put our clothes back on. We talked for a little bit because I was full of questions and he just shook his head and said, "You'll learn what you need to know." So I got up to leave, but before I did, he kissed me. That kiss was better than the sex altogether. When I crossed the dirt road back to my house, mother questioned me on where I had been, and I told her, "bouncing the basketball". She didn't think anything of it. The next day, it was back to my same old routine with one more activity added to it -- sex with Walt. We had sex four days out of every week. May sound kind of cheesy but I knew that dick was mine, and he knew my ass was his. It was a very sad day when he moved away a year later. I will say this though, if I ever see him again, he would definitely get it. So I'm clapping my hands, because I remember my very first time, and it was oh so lovely.
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